Today started out really good until about 5 minutes before class started.
It was just one of those days where you don't feel good in general, and trying to make the best out of things doesn't change the fact that you are still feeling glum. Physically I felt beat, mentally I was exhausted, and emotionally I was a wreck.
Do you ever have those days where everything is that little something that pushes you over the edge? Like, anything that anyone says makes you want to cry? That sums up today's emotions.
But, although today was not my favorite day, several things reminded me that God places little packets of sunshine all over your life. I'm going to talk about those things:
•Bus drivers are kind of like life savers, because they never let you down, they always "pick you up." *ba dum tss*
•Jared is always nice to me on the bus.
•Eric and Trevor hold the doors for me every single day that I take the bus.
•Braxton complimented my eyes which means a lot coming from him since he has perfect blue eyes.
•My history teacher remembered my name, it's just nice to be remembered sometimes.
•Maddy let me come find her and hug her when I was about to have a panic attack. And then let me come back again when I still needed another hug. She's the best.
•Emma and Katie always say hi to me in the kindest ways. It makes me feel so loved.
•Caroline always includes me.
•Austen always gives me my grading card first because he knows it makes me happy.
•I can't remember which hymn we sang at the beginning of Seminary, but it brought me peace.
•Brother Bettis let me play part of Hey Jude for our object lesson. Love that song.
•We listened to Amazing Grace, and it spoke to me. "I once was lost, but now I'm found. Was blind, but now I see."
•Psalms 18:1-3
•I Know That My Redeemer Lives is an incredible hymn. Christ LIVES for us.
•I'm grateful that most people accept my awkwardness, because I'm really done with trying to cover it up.
•Maddy let me text her and helped me pull myself together.
•Maddy also sent me a sweet scripture.
•My Biology teacher didn't get mad that I sat and did nothing during our remediation day.
•Michael noticed I was not feeling well and he cheered me up. Seriously so thankful for that kid.
•Kaden and Kennedi always make me feel like school is worth something.
•Jonah listened to me and didn't let me cry.
•It was so nice and warm walking home from the bus.
•I ate a really good gluten free sandwich.
•Nobody bothered me while I was laying in bed watching Friends.
•My mom made gluten free pasta when the rest of my family ate spaghetti.
•Maddy is safe and I'm glad. Also she's the reason I made it through today.
•My brothers are nice to me when I'm sad.
•I have nice parental figures, even when it's hard having 4.
•Emma and I have 2 classes together next year.
•God is aware of us.
In conclusion, bad days can be good days in disguise. Sometimes it's just hard to remember that. But it's possible.
Me when Michael was taking pictures of me. (Trying not to smile.)
Good scripture from a very good human.
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